Freedom

18 July 2013.
At Subuh, I was woke up after my friends called my phone but I don't answered it. I feel lazy this morning and  I wanna get a sleep back. I can't sleep and thinking about my assignment... HuHu. be patient ok. but now, I feel better because all my work almost done. Alhamdulillah. Same goes to my BEL. This is my latest post. I don't have any great idea to create a blog. I JUST WANNA TO TELL YOU, I WANTED TO FINISH MY ASSIGNMENT AND END IT AND SLEEP. Almost done. I'm very happy. Really happy to think because my bel assignment are finished. fuhh, no more stress. no more worry. huhu .. at last,I done my homework. THANK ALLAH WITHOUT YOU I CANNOT DO IT.  I wanna get a sleep now. i feel too tired :(
4.00 AM

BADMINTON SPORT

I love to play Badminton since I'm child but I don't have a basic in Badminton. We just play, play and play . WHEN i went to technical school I was joins to Badminton Club. I have learn more basic badminton with our teacher En. Abang Malik. He is our leader in Badminton Club. When I'm in Form 4, he wanted me to join the Badminton competition our school event. Our leather need me to join that event. I have a netball competition too on same time. I'm in stress when the coach need me in two sport. I don't know how to choice it. i I no need anybody broken heart when I choice the other one competition. At last, I got the answered. I will choice netball competition. I meet my coach in badminton. talk the truth.Alhamdulillah we was accepted my choices after talk slowly and give my reason. And he gave a advice to us to netball competition.
When I'm in forrm 5, my badminton coach was talked to me and said he want me to play this year. I was become a partner with me roomate also..but our coach change us  but we don't have a any chemistry. At last, my partner and me get a quater final only. almost to semi final.huhu > alhamdulillah :)

NETBALL SPORT

I want to tell you that I really love sport. I love sport very much since I'm in primary school. huhuhu. I think sport can release my tension and make me feel happy. I like to play in Netball in primary school my position is WD ( wing defender) a as a center. We won the competition and get a brown medal.,
After that, when I'm in secondary school I liked to play the position (goal defender) because I like to psyco our challenge. haha . But we don't win any competition. Too sad,right ? hhuhu.

Lastly, I still plays a netball in my new school. GD was permanently with me. I enjoy plays it. My team and I  have a long journey to Miri for technical school in Sarawak. We got no 4th in Kejohanan Antara Teknik. but in MSSM we dot brown medal  and we happy with it > :)

MY AMBITION?

When I'm 6 years old. My ambition is I want to be Dentist doctor. I like to that job because my dad was work at Klinik Kesihatan, Klinik Pergigian Tanah Puteh at Kuching. Actually, I really like taht job but I don't like sciences subject.
When I'm in 13 years old. I like to be  a an accountant because, I like mathematics subject very much but I don't like business study in Kemahiran Hidup Bersepadu. After that, I went to Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sejingkat and take a course in Electrical and Electric Engineering studies. It is more calculating. That why I love it. After SPM result, I like to continued that course but my name don't have in UPU result. And I have a backup plan, I will continued my studies at here in Office Management. I t is really new to me but I will try my best. InshaALLAH. Suddenly, I have a messages from 15888 ,told me that I was ACCEPTED to continues my studies at Politeknik Kuching but I have to ignore it because I think maybe here is my new way. :) . until now, I don't know my target :D . huhu . very dangerous :)

BLACKBERRY MESSENGER

At 7.30 pm, he was accepted me by bb pin at BlackBerry Messenger. I don't know how to say my feeling. Arghhhhh! Happy + excited. huhu . He know who I am. Just now, I was messages with him in Iban Languages. haha I was learn that language from my friends Deydora Kujat from Miri, Sarawak. I learn more about that languages in love only, okey ? haha.. I asked him "what are you doing?" in Iban language is "Nama ngagak ke nuan?" huhu..and he was answer it "I don't do anything." After that, I am very happy when he asked him "lelenggau nuan juak", after I said " Aku lelenggau ke nuan".. huhu.. curious, eh ? lelengaau means miss . I miss you, I miss you,too. huhu .. I think I'm just like in the sky after he said he miss me too. waaa! hahaha >> Alhamdulillah ..

my soul

I like an ocean don't have a border. I like a star don't have a compation at night. Watching you happy with a smile and laugh. That make me don't wanted to separate with you. I remember our promise in 2011.I remember and remember until now. I remember when you meet me at here and company me in whole day.
When you go far away from me. Please, remember me. Please, don't go away from me. You are mine. When you miss me, please called me and I will come to you. I will answer your called. I'm here with you. I'm here for you because only you I love from the bottom in my heart. And make my perfect in whole day.

TALKING TO THE MOON

Talking to the moon become my favourite song since my ex boyfriend sing a song to me in midnight with full

moon on that time. huhu . It remember me lot of memory with him in 2011. Last night, I was wishes his birthday on twitter, and he was reply and say "thank you, mak cik" . huhu ..sad. aduii.. why called me mak cik, sweetheart?? broken heart. ahhaaha. Back to the point, talking to the moon lyrics have a memories of us. Just now, that lyrics like my real life now. I'm in hope and wait him. When I couple with him, I brought a handphone at hostel and everynight on the phone with him after sleep. Bad attitudes ! haha. I know. Sorry.
But on this time, I am who I am now. Even though we are in different religion, but he change me a lot. He like Islam. He know more Islam than us as muslim. I love him because Islam has inside his life, his soul. I know too young to think about it,but I'm young enough.

I LOVE HIM

17 JULY 2013
Today is my ex boyfriend birthday. I want to story about him. He is my good boyfriend I have. I broke up with him because we are from different religion. He finished his studies in Kolej Matrikulasi Teknikal Pahang at Jengka, Pahang. By UPU result, he will further his studies at Universiti Teknikal Malaysia Melaka 9(UTEM) in Electrical Engineering. He will come again to Semenanjung Malaysia in September. I happy with that news. I love him because he understand me a lot. He take care of me more than me. He is very kind to me but I'm really stupid want to break with him and my reason is our "religion". stupid, right? It was past in 2 years ago. Just now, we are friend only. In April, he was purposed me to become his girlfriends again and my answer is I'm not ready to couple again. And he said he will waiting me. Actually, same goes like me . Waiting him too .
MR M.U

SHE IS WAITING ME

I have a bestfriend at Sarawak. My bestiest, my buddyz and we always together until now. But we are not studiest in same place. She in Politeknik Kuching and take a course in Electrical engineering (communication) . Actually, she want to study at the same place with me, but she has a family problem. I post this post because I miss her so much, I miss our friends relationship. We have a lot of memory since kids. We became a friends when we in 6 years old. we looked like a sibling. we have same "tahi lalat" at face. hahaa. Funny. We have sad, happy, and have a adventures in our relatiaonship whether we just friend. I know many people jealous with us. I dont know why ? but do I care. Before I fly to Kuala Lumpur, i dont meet her before came here. She is busy on that time because her cousin wedding day. I feel angry sometimes cause cannot meet her for last day I at Sarawak. Now, we contact using a phone,video call ang so on. I miss you so much, dear darling !
 This is my friends .. she liked to take a pictures . huhuhuhu

my sunday

I think this week I don't have any rest. Just now, I continued my assignment again. huhu. My eyes just liked a panda now. haha. nope. please don't laugh. My weekend is my rest time, but I have to done all my assignment by today. InsyaaAllah. I'm worry went I don't do anything. I have to do my work. That is reason why I'm here. I'm here to further my studies and help my family and my future.  I have to give a support to my sibling because my sister have a potential to be a good student and they have to site a big exam this year in PMR and UPSR . wish you luck,sister.

SATURDAY

4th fasting day. I woke up at 5.00 am. I was eating a Maggie and Ayam Madu. Alhamdullillah, Allah give me it for my Sahur. After sahur, I liked to waitng a Subuh. Will waiting for Subuh, I started doing my homework. Suddently Azan Subuh was hearing. I went to bathroom and take my 'WUDHUK'. After prayer, I reading a Surah Yassin. My feeling become relax and cool after read  Surah Yassin. I hope Allah swt bless my life and all muslimin on earth. I went to my table and continued my studies. This week I have a lot of homework and assignment . The submission dates is next week. uwaa !! cannot accepted that :( . I sleep at 8.00 am after finishing my studies. huhu. good  morning ! I'M LIKE PANDA NOW

just saying >.<"

Hai I like to eat. After SPM 2012 over. I don't do anything in whole day until I continued my study. NOT LAZY OK ! My parent don't want me to work. I dont know why ? . Actually I feel boring everyday do a same time. I at home only help my mother at kicthen. After cleaning for the whole house and anything I have to done, I will help her to cook. On that time, I have learn more thing how to cook ? . That why I like to cook now. I learn how to cook fish, chicken, vegetables and so on. After finish cook, my mum like to me taste the food. I think all it is delicious. I was asked my mother " I want to work?, I want my own money and can help you." But I have a bad answer. So, I just smile and stay at the kitchen. I have to think positively, maybe my family know me I will further my studies far away from them. Now,  let see. It is true right? haha. But no worry. Eanting still my hooby whether i cannot cook at here. :( in collected the money to but a kitchen.

MY FUTURE HUSBAND

Assalamualaikum.Now, let me story about my future husband. I know nobody perfect in this world. Actually, all women need their future husband in good. Their have a dream, same goes like me. My dream is He is a responsible man,respect to other especially my parent. Furthermore, the important is he love me, take care of me, and guide me in to Allah swt way,love and care of our kids,trust me, and always give a support my life as his wife,mother for our kids and my career. I hope my future husband is strong in Islam. I hope my dream come true to have a family true Allah swt way. Amin
I have a idea to created this post bacause I already have to finish to read novel. It is very interesting story. I hope I can have a husband such Hilman Yong in "AWAK SUKA SAYA, TAK ?" . I know in that novel Hilman is a perfect man.
FOR MY FUTURE HUSBAND

 EVEN I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE RIGHT NOW. PLEASE, TAKE CARE YOURSELF FOR ME. INSHAALLAH WE WILL MEET WITH ALLAH FATE.

LAKSA SARAWAK

DELICIOUS, RIGHT ? HUHU
Laksa Sarawak are a famous food is Sarawak. It is show a symbolic from our country. Laksa Sarawak very delicious food. So, please try it ? haha. I like to promote it because I proud to be a Sarawakian. huhu. I like this food because it easy to cooked. I miss this food very much because it is cannot find at here. Difficult to find it. I'm just patient and wait until I come back to Sarawak this 3rd August 2013. huuhuu.. Happy. If you visit to Sarawak I would like to suggest you try the food at Kubah Ria in Kuching at night because at there have a food court. It has a lot of food. huhu..
I think it is different with other laksa in Malaysia because it have a more special. The ingredient to cook it is our secret ingredient just find in Sarawak and coconut milk for "kuah". The added ingredient is chicken, prawn, eggs, lime and sambal belacan but don't forget with a mee.. huhu .. have a try !

FIRST DAY AT SEPANG

My first day at Sepang, I'm just wanna back home on that time. But, I try to be cool and try to accept I was far away from my family. I just follow the way we are. I'm here to study, not to find a boyfriend and not to enjoy. I'm here cause Allah choice the way I have to follow. I have a friend, very good friend.. InsyaAllah we will be a friend till Jannah. Iffah actually my friend since we are in previous school. I know her more. She is kind with me. Always remember me to Solat. Thank you,sulu ! She is smart girl in Mathematics. She love to calculate. She just like my sister. huhu . sometimes she just looked like a tiger but her heart in kind .huhu . she always cares of me. I love you !

By the way, I have a new friend at here. she is Asha from Miri Sarawak. I meet her went I came to my house. My first impression to her is she looked kind, crazy, and so on. sometimes , she is annoying.. haha sorry Asha , i tell the truth. hehhe.. but she kind with me and  I love our relationship. She is my housemate,my roomate and my classmate. wow! cool !! haha..now, I'm not alone because I have my friends . I'm happy have a friend like them .

MY LAST PAPER IN SPM 2012

I remember when the date we will finish our studies in my secondary school at 6 December 2012. The last paper is ENGINEERING DRAWING in SPM. My freinds and I were very excired to finished our exam. The paper was started answer in 8.00 am until 10.00 am. We draw the answed the question need is. Actually, I'm okey in question 1 to 7. When I read a question 8 need. I'm getting nervous. I don't know how the question need it. I see my friend left and right. they were concentrate with their exam. Suddenly I have a inspiration. haha. I try to remember my teacher teach us. I'm remember a bit how to draw the question need. Finally, I can adraw it but I don't know my answer is wrong or right. I'm just thinking I can get mark. I can pray to Allah for help me in my last paper, I hope I can get a credit. MUST TAWAKKAL AND TAWAKKAL. alhamdulillah Allah help me and I got a credit in ENGINEERING DRAWING. SO, we must to study and don't be lazy. TAKE A NOTE.  :)

my father

My father's name is POLI BIN MAHRUP. They called him, Angah. he is 43 years old. My father's job is as a Medical Dentist Assisstant in Ortidontic at Klinik Kesihatan, Klinik Pergigian Tanah Puteh, Kuching. He is the only man at his staffroom in Ortodontic. I think he is kind and hardworking man. He has a princip a family is the first one. He is responsible man in our family. He always take care of us. He also help my mother in Business, they work together. Romantic, right? haha. My father always contact me by facebook messenger. He asked me a lot about my studies and always asked " did you have a class?" .. huhu .. I miss you dad. You are strong man. you take care our family very good because you wanted you son become a good person, right? InshaAllah. I really appreciated have a parent like them. I LOVE YOU MOM. ILOVE YOU DAD :'(

my mother

My mother name is Dayang Sadiah binti Awang Hamdan. The people called she is Mary . haha . I dont know where Mary in her real name. She is 42 years old. My mother have a small business. She is hardworking women. That's why my father love her sooo much. She always have an idea to find the money. Lots of money. She said she like a money. just now, we need money to live. I create her story because I miss her so much. She is my soul .I miss her food. I miss everything about her. Now, i miss all moment with her. She  was called me everyday. Ask me already to eat or not ? what are you doing ? How about my studies ?. Seriously, i touch it when she ask me anything. How cares she is to me. how love she is to me. that's why i'm here to study and work for my family raising. I'm here only can pray to Allah swt hope my family at Sarawak always healthy and I BE BACK KUCHING.

sarawakian

My freinds and I went to Giant after maghrid. After enjoy shopping, our planned to try to eat in stall at Salak Tinggi. All from us is from Sarawak. We wanted to try Nilai food so, we went to food court at Bandar Baru Salak Tinggi. We order Chicken Fried Rice, Meet Fried Rice and Hailam Mee. After that we were talking about our memories at our previous school in 2012. Suddenly, Uncle stop at our table and ask us "are you all from Sarawak?" we answered yes, uncle ! why ? "I'm from Sarawak too" in Sarawak language . hhaha .. we laugh and our food was already at the table. We eat the food and his another customer was came to his stall . did you know his customer all from Sarawak. My friends and I wee happy at there because we meet sarawakian around us. I can't imagine how my feeling on that time. The old man was asked us " are you still study ?" my freind said, yes uncle! and we go after pay the food and back to our hostel. At last, we still dont try this area food yet. :(

introduce myself

salam all . This is my blogger . I am new here. My full name is Nursyazza Syafiqah Bt Poli

I am 18 .. I am from Kuching Sarawak. I create this blogger because this is my online assigment. So all student in Kolej Teknologi Timur in Office Management course must create a blogger .  I must have 10% mark in this assignment . Not only me but all of student in this course . By the way , i must create my post in english . Honestly, i dont like english very much but we must to study it because english is our second language . i hope i will more improvement in my english class . Before that , i want to more thankful for my friend because help me how to create a blogger , give an advice to me and help me more in english language . thats all .. assalamualaikum